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I wrote a lot about McCarthyism in my memoir, Looking for the Future. So did Roz in her Memories. Mostly, we wrote about the big things, persecutions and imprisonments under the Smith and McCarran Acts, both later to be ruled unconstitutional after outrageous damage was done. We wrote about my experiences being barred from jobs under “loyalty oaths” that ruled academia into the Sixties until they, too, were overturned by the courts.
Thinking back for stories to
pass on to my grandchildren, some “little” personal encounters come to mind
from life in McCarthy times.
One day when Carla was about
6 or 7, she came home from school troubled. The book being read in her class
was Little Black Sambo. Her complaint
to the teacher got nowhere. So we decided to talk to the principal. Sadly, the
principal saw absolutely nothing wrong with passing on racism in the curriculum
of a public elementary school. But she saw a lot wrong with us! She said it was
people like us who were behaving outrageously, making life miserable for “poor
Judge Medina”, then presiding over the Smith Act trial of Communist Party
leaders. Did the principal know (had she been informed) of the politics of
parents of an elementary school pupil? Or was concern about teaching Little Black Sambo a sure sign that we
were un-American “subversives”?
Then there was another
experience of how some people “thought” in those days, this time with Mrs.
Murphy, who was Superintendent of our apartment building in the Bronx. We had
been on good terms and she was fond of our small children. Then she told us one
day that the FBI had come around asking questions about us. She proudly said
she told them off, saying that if they had questions, they should take them
directly to us. She went on to say she didn’t care if it was about income tax
or whatever. We were, of course, pleased and shared with her what it was
probably all about: that I worked as an organizer for a youth organization on
the “Attorney General’s List”. That was it, worse than fraud or theft. She
never talked to us again except to shout up from the courtyard when one of the
children cried: “Keep that damn kid quiet!”
There are more such “little” things I remember, many more. There were cousins who told us they were staying away from us for fear that one or another might lose a job. Oh, well. The important friendships survived, got stronger. And these experiences left us without scars.
There are more such “little” things I remember, many more. There were cousins who told us they were staying away from us for fear that one or another might lose a job. Oh, well. The important friendships survived, got stronger. And these experiences left us without scars.
Well, the experiences with my working civil-service neighbors who were frightened by the FBI didn't leave scars, but when the nursery school, run by "Marxists" shed my 4-year old son after the FBI visited them, there were scars. And there were more scars added when so-called good friends - also on the left - trembled when we telephoned them. But there were the staunch few who didn't buckle under and who remained good friends. When we were moving from our building in Flatbush our sweet church-going next door neighbor informed us she had refused to allow the FBI to put a mike on the common wall we shared.
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